i wish i'll have a wonderful mood =)

im not the one who have a good temper

im not the one who have a good emotional controlling "system"

im not the perfect one

i know what is worry

i know what is limitation

so please take it seriously

i just gone through a terrible year

it's really unbelievable that i can survived in a such terrible and horrible condition

i went through worries

i went through scariness

i went through sadness

i went through craziness

i went through cruelness

i went through anxiousness

i went through cheats

i went through betrays

i went through lotsa negative emotions

it's sounds crazy

but

it happened on me, myself..

i hate these emotions

i wish i wont go through again, again and again

i wish to stop them

so 

please do me a favour

stop disturbing me with'em!

enough! i cant afford them anymore!

so stop it!

i wanna smile

keep smiling

it keeps me a happy mood all the time

i wish it could be prolonged

yea, it'll be..

im pretty sure about it

cheers up, wesley =)